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hey kids... it's been freakin forever since i updated. ok, like a week. maybe not even that long, i don't know. but it's been a long time for me.
i saw wedding crashers. did i mention that? it was hilarious. and i'm getting more and more acquainted with my job. sooner or later i'll be able to work all by myself. the river is coming up so, so soon... i can't wait! yeah, um... what else has been going on...
jerrica's birthday is coming up very, very soon. it's on the 28th. but i already got her gift, so i'm ahead of schedule, lol. i think she has the url to this journal, so i won't say exactly what it is here (she's sneaky, sneaky), but it's all so cute.
hm... i'm frickin cold.
OH MY GOD. ok, this is a really nerdy paragraph, so reader beware. i read the new harry potter... and it's crazy. i mean, crazy. the 5th one was really good (which i also just read - it took all of 1.5 days), but i was starting to get mad because harry potter is all angsty and stuff, and i can only take that for so long. and once i read the 6th one... seriously. i mean, i'm so pissed. it's SO angsty. but it's also SO good. i was crying at work as i finished it, lol. it was horrible and awesome.
so yeah, when's the next one due out? hurry the hell up, j.k.!
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| uh... we went to sonic. |
[11 Jul 2005|11:20pm] |
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me, mom & haley went to sonic tonight to get ice cream. then we decided we were having fun driving, so we drove around some more. mom decided to drive by ryan's apartment. there was no reason, really. maybe we wanted to spy, although i donno what we thought we would find. but we found something.
we found jamee. and she found us, too, despite our best efforts. haley ducked, lol. but there was nowhere to hide, and she spotted us immediately as she was leaving the apartment to get in her car. mom drove up to her and rolled down her window.
jamee asked what we were doing. i tried unsuccessfully to hide a smile, haley guiltily un-ducked and stared at her ice cream. apparently jamee's question put mom on she spot, and apparently mom's brain freezes when she's put on the spot, because her reply was "we went to sonic."
jamee looked at us all pissy-like. she obviously thought (well, knew) that we were there to spy lol. it was hilarious.
oh yeah, our air conditioner went out last night. it was supposed to be fixed today, but it's beyond repair. the new one doesn't arrive until tomorrow. it's effing hot!
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| effing weird dream |
[10 Jul 2005|03:25pm] |
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dude, seriously. i had the weirdest effing dream last night. i mean, seriously strange. so here it is...
(warning: i meant weird. freakishly weird. don't read it if you're gonna make fun of me, assholes! lol)
ok, so me & mom & my sisters are babysitting this 12-yr old girl at her house. but we just bought a house down the street, so we took her to our house so we could put away groceries. but when we open our refrigerator, water is leaking out holes in the bottom. we give up on stopping it, so we drive the jeep to my grandma's house, where someone is getting married the next day. i got all mad because the jeep, which had just gotten out of the shop, was still making funny noises.
when we get there, we change out of our bathing suits and into something semi-dressy so we can talk to all the guests who are staying there overnight until the wedding. and then i see johnny depp, who is wearing his willy wonka outfit. so i start talking to him, and then we find our way to a room full of people around my age. a few of these people are famous, so i'm trying to talk to all of these people.
i chat with lisa kudrow, who is complaining about her nonexistent movie career. so we joke about that for a few minutes. then we see johnny depp again, and we start talking about how hott he is. then we all decide to play this game, so everyone sits on the floor to play. but i hear someone calling my name in the hall, so i get up to go out there just as britney spears walks in. she wants to play too, and i don't want them to start the game without me, so britney tells me that i can be on her team when i get back. and i'm all happy and say ok, because hey - it's britney spears.
i walk into the hall, but i can't find whoever is yelling for me, so i wander into a spare bedroom (no - it's not THAT kinda dream!). i still can't find anyone in there. then all of a sudden, the room is flooded with emo kids. seriously. and for some reason i'm all scared and freaking out, because the emo kids are going through everything in the room. they weren't looking for anything, just being nosy. and a couple of them are stealing stuff. so i'm trying to convince them to leave, but it's not working, so i just stay scared.
then my friend reese witherspoon sees me, and she realizes how worried i am and decides to get the emo kids to leave. so she gets out her makeup compact and pretends it's a cell phone and pretends to call the cops. the emo kids start looking worried, but then they realize she doesn't know who they are, so they can just overpower her and continue with their business. but then she pretends to take a picture of them with her cell phone/makeup compact and send it to the cops. so they all leave.
and then i try to find my way back to the room where the game is going on, but i can't find it because it's too dark in the house. i'm getting all frustrated, because i wanted to play a game with johnny depp and britney spears, dammit! and then i wake up.
when i woke up, i was completely weirded out. i sat there for a few minutes just trying to figure out what the hell was going on in my head, lol. but honestly, can you blame me for posting this? it was just too damn strange to not share.
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| work... |
[07 Jul 2005|11:34pm] |
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blah... went to work. it wasn't bad. michelle put me on the phones for a whole hour (lol). it was the quietest time of the day, and it was abnormally quiet according to michelle... and i was still frantic. i kept getting so confused! she said something about how some people get it right away, and others take a while. i said i would be one of those people who take a while, but she said that she was surprised that i remembered some of the things she told me. that's a good sign, i guess.
michelle was really nice. i would guess she's 25 or so, i think she has 2 kids. later while i was there, a girl named rayanne came in. she's about 23. as soon as she got there, she and michelle got into gossip-mode. and ghetto-mode. and exctreme-curse-mode. i was like whoa, isn't this a business place? but it was very entertaining. i think i'll like them, but i can also see them being really bitchy if i get on their bad sides.
i'm really bored, but i'm glad i have down time. two days of 4-hour shifts is exhausting for someone who is used to free time 24-hours a day. so i got home and watched tv and made a new xanga layout. what do yall think? i like it better than the paris layout because it's easier to read.
i'm going to make a whole lot more, just for future use or for whoever wants them. so if anyone out there wants to pretty-fy their xangas, let me know! i can put in a specific band or movie or theme, if you want. just look at lacy's kick-ass layout... that's my work! i'm still jealous of hers, lol.
i think i'm gonna go to sleep. i'm just tired. i hate this sleeping-during-normal-hours thing. i'm used to going to bed at 3 or 4 and waking up at... 3 or 4. so yeah, this will take some getting-used-to.
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| 4th of july in sugarland |
[05 Jul 2005|03:15pm] |
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we spent the 4th of july with my great aunt in sugarland. aunt suzanne's new house is gorgeous - and HUGE! so there was plenty of room for my family & my uncle & his girlfriend. we ate and swam and ate and swam... and got completely sunburned. we were there for 3 days, and my hair is gross with chlorine even after i washed it. but we had a blast! and i got tons of pictures.
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[02 Jul 2005|04:53pm] |
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ok, so first i was supposed to go to beaumont. then i couldn't. then it was a possibility. then it wasn't. then i was going, and again then i didn't. i was very confused.
and no, lacy, i'm not angry with you. to be perfectly honest (which is something i'm working on... mostly because of kendal, lol), i was pissed yesterday. you made me feel like it was my fault, and i cried. but i'm not angry now. that was just a horrible little drama where nobody won - which is why i don't wanna rehash it here, lol.
last night, i went to the movies twice. the first time, i went with my mom & sisters to see bewitched. i was so disappointed! it was... weird. and not funny. not even like girly-movie funny. it was just off. shame on you, will ferrell!
the second time, i went with artrese. and elise burch, and mike romero, and sammy marley, and some other kid, and another random kid, and megan engleheart's boyfriend jonathan. we saw war of the worlds - HOLY SHIT! that movie was awesome. i mean, seriously. i was so nervous at one point that my hands were shaking. lol. for real, someone come see it with me again! heather? next tuesday?
after the movies, i went to ihop with artrese, elise, and jonathan. i actually had alot of fun. i think that's because sammy didn't come. honestly, i don't get good vibes from her, and she makes me uncomfortable. but anyway, it was lots of fun. and there were many drunk people there, which provided plenty of entertainment. the only problem with last night was that i forgot to call home to let my mom know i wouldn't be home till late. she was not happy when she had to wake up & let me in the house at 2am... oops!
today i'm going to my great-aunt's house in houston with my mom & sisters & kaidyn. we're staying overnight, then tomorrow we're having a day-early 4th of july party. it should be fun, i'm excited.
o god, last night i had the weirdest dream! kaidyn spoke her first word - dog. and jerrica got mad because kaidyn wouldn't say it for her. and then kaidyn learned to point at things - which is a big deal if you've seen her current efforts at coordination. and then she learned to stand up on her own.
but she's learning to stand up now anyway. if you hold her hands while she'd sitting down, she'll push all the way up on her own. we're gonna buy her a walker soon. yay! she's so big!
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| astroworld... no more! |
[29 Jun 2005|02:41pm] |
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oh god, i'm so pissed. we were supposed to go to astroworld tomorrow - me, mom, jerrica, amanda, larry, my aunt, my uncle, and my little cousin. even though i hate astroworld and i don't ride anything, i wanted to go because we were going with fun people.
and then today i find out that mom's friend karen decided she and her bastard son, logan, needed to come along. i hate that damn kid! he's a little asshole. i want to throw things at him.
so yeah. i'm not going.
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| no time, no drive |
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i haven't updated lately because... i haven't felt like it, lol. lots has been going on, i just didn't wanna do it. *sigh*
went to the river with kendal's family. her brother robby came with us - first time in years, lol. we had a blast. i mean, a complete blast. we played cards all night (i whooped ass - yeah, that's right!), and laughed till our faces hurt. and for once, i didn't get sunburned! YAY! the river was too freakin low, though, so we only tubed once. oh, well. and we didn't interact with kendal's family much. oh, well. and i nearly punched kendal in the face on the way there. oh, well. still had fun!
not much has changed with jamee's saga. she's still home, she & mom still argue 24-effin-7. sometimes i wanna beat some sense into her stupid ass.
um... yeah, i think that's it. oh, no it's not! it's my dad's birthday wednesday! oh, that's tomorrow. we bought him a new chimenea (decorative outdoor wood-burner thing), and some american eagle clothes. i'm excited to show him the chimenea, he'll love it.
kaidyn is big and fat! and gorgeous. she's teething (super early!), and she's drooling alot. i love it.
ok, that's definitely it.
call me, heather! haven't talked in almost a WEEK!
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well, i'm leaving for new braunfels in about... 9 1/2 hours. but instead of sleeping like a normal person, i'm writing in my e-journal about yet another scandalous scene in the jamee movie.
jamee whooped melanie's ass tonight. she went to her apartment, knocked on the door, and beat the hell out of her. my first reaction: pride.
my second reaction: fear. why, you ask? because melanie went to the police station & pressed charges, so jamee now has a warrant out for her arrest. but that's not the worst part. the police will notify cps, and cps will tell us that jamee has to move out because she's "unsafe," and she will move back in with ryan. dammit.
and how does ryan feel about all of this? his first reaction: anger. he even told jamee not to ever come "home" - meaning his/their apartment. his second reaction: helpful. eerily helpful. he even helped jamee make up an aliby to tell the judge so that she won't be arrested or have to pay a fine. i'm suspicious. haley thinks he's just getting information about what happened from her so that he can tell the cops & have her arrested, just like he tried to have her arrested the day she moved out. i donno about all that, i just don't trust the bastard.
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| a little bit of calm |
[21 Jun 2005|08:59am] |
jamee decided not to move back in with ryan. not immediately, anyway. when mom & dad told her she could not take her car if she went back to him, she gave in to them. the deal is that as long as mom & dad allow jamee to see ryan, and as long as she can have her car, she will wait at least a month to move back in. it's not a perfect deal, but at least it will give her time to come to her senses.
i think that from now on, if i'm uptown then i'm going to drive through ryan's apartment complex & look for melanie's car. hopefully i can catch her one of the times she's there - yup, he's still with melanie, too. bastard.
lacy's home today! we're supposed to go bra shopping. i'm excited! we were going to go to the movies with heather & rowdy & the rest of the abernathy's crowd, but lacy's already seen batman twice, and i just don't wanna see it... lol. so we might go out to eat with them or something. if i can get money, that is.
going to the river with kendal's family this weekend... i'm excited, because it's the river, but i'm also a little apprehensive because robby & one of his navy friends are coming. robby's always been nice to me, but he's kind of an ass. his friend probably is, too. according to kendal, anyway.
went to the movies with jenah last night... and heather, and kendal, and bradley, and michelle, and michelle's boyfriend whose name i don't know. mr. & mrs. smith was AWESOME! it was 10 kinds of kick-ass. as for the short time i spent talking to the people i went with... not so much, lol.
i'm about to go to the therapist with jamee & jerr. even the therapist says she doesn't know why cps is sending us to her, so the whole thing is really just for show, lol. could be fun.
mom & dad turned in the jeep to someone who is capable of bringing it back to life! i'm so excited. new air, working electrical, fixed engine & transmission & brakes... hooray! and mom says the jeep will officially be my car. can you believe it? i'll have a car again! i know it's just the beast, but it will all be in working condition (hopefully). the floorboards need a good cleaning, but i'm not gonna get picky. hell, i don't even care if the windows don't roll down!
speaking of cars... mom & dad found another expedition they like. it's white with gold trim (ugly), but it has a sunroof, screen, and power fold-down 3rd row seats. i still like the silver one, because it's so much prettier, but as long as mom's happy with her new car, so am i.
today's going to be a good day, i believe. i just feel good, optimistic. yes. finally, an optimistic day! it's so refreshing. it's like drinking a glass of lemonade after a month of spoiled, luke-warm milk.
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| tracy's wedding |
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oh man... just got back from tracy's wedding. she had it at the assisted living home. is that weird? anyway.
the reception was at the civic center. it was really pretty. they had a band whose lead singer looked like one of the guys from zz top. how cool is that? abby's roommate katherine was there, completely wasted. at one point she was playing the tambourine for the band, lol.
i actually had alot of fun... they had wine, a couple of kegs (how classy!), and margaritas. i only had 1 1/2 margaritas, since mom & dad were there & kept telling us not to get another one. jerr & jamee & amanda ended up with qutie a few, lol, so i drove jamee's car home. jamee & amanda started the dancing, since nobody else would. i danced with haley a couple of times. i would have liked to have stayed longer, but i was getting a really bad headache from the effing band. and i felt a little awkward out there dancing with a bunch of kids who were younger than me, even if haley's ex-step-sister is 23. still.
but oh well... i got lots of cute pictures, mostly of people dancing. finally finished off two more disposable cameras. yay! i'm gonna try to get em developed tomorrow.
jenah jones called me yesterday. i told her i would call her that night so she could come over & see kaidyn, but i forgot. kaidyn slept most of the time anyway. i need to call her and make sure she can go to the movies monday with me & heather at 9:45. she's staying at her dad's this summer, and he doesn't like her going anywhere late. he's really weird. and an ass. a really weird ass.\
aaanyway... i'm just tired. i blame the margarita. the first drink always makes me sleepy, the second brings me back to normal, and from the third & up i get happy.
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| jamee came home. |
[17 Jun 2005|06:04pm] |
i don't know how much time i have right now to sit and write this, but i'd rather have it written down than have to tell the whole effing story 45806748 times. so, here it is.
on monday, jamee caught ryan cheating on her. well, actually, her friend told her that the girl he's cheated on her with numerous times was at their apartment while jamee was at work. so jamee left work & went to the apt, only to find that the girl's car was still there and her door was deadbolted (the apt keys do not unlock the deadbolt). she started screaming & banging on the door. when ryan finally let her in, the girl was in there with him, and all of the pictures of jamee were stashed in a dresser drawer. being the smart girl that she is, jamee drew the conclusion that ryan and the slut (aka melanie) were having/about to have sex in her apartment.
ryan, of course, denied it. apparently he's fucking retarded.
jamee called mom, who was already on the way there (haley called her & told her what was going on when jamee left work) with me, jerrica, and kaidyn. when we got there, mom told us to stay in the car while she went in to see what was going on. after she went inside, melanie came out. jerrica jumped out of the car and started running towards the apt, which apparently scared melanie because the only thing she said was, "if you touch me, i'll call the police." jerrica started talking back to her, so i got out of the car and asked her what the whore had said. then it was my turn to call the slut a few names.
once jerrica went inside, i picked up kaidyn & also went inside. mom & jerrica were packing jamee's things, and jamee was walking in circles bawling. ryan was on the porch smoking & talking on his cell. jamee decided to call alicia, ryan's mom, to let her know what was going on & to tell her that she wouldn't be going to cancun with his family after all. alicia said she was on her way, which jamee was thankful for because alicia had always been good to her.
unfortunately for jamee, ryan had already talked to alicia and told her god-knows-what. alicia came charging up the stairs like a fucking rabid rhino, screaming for everyone to get the hell out of her son's apartment. her other 2 kids, stephanie (18) & matt (23) were with her. alicie went infuckingsane, telling us it was jamee's fault (...right) & jamee's no angel (no shit) & jerrica was a piece of trash for having a baby out of wedlock (alicia was married 2 weeks before matt was born) & she's calling the cops on us (we had already called them in case there was a problem). so you must understand why jerrica and i started yelling back at her and her bitch daughter, who was also calling us names and yelling stupid shit at us. we were all yelling and screaming at eachother while jamee laid on the floor in a little ball and bawled.
my dad & uncle arrived to help us take jamee's furniture just before the cops finally got there and forced ryan & his family to go downstairs while we packed. i feel bad that the cops made his brother leave, because he offered to help us pack & carry things to the truck.
right before we were completely finished (it took us about 45 minutes to get all of jamee's stuff out), ryan and alicia told the cops that jamee had a warrant due to an unpaid ticket & that they needed to take her to jail. thankfully, she didn't have a warrant, but my dad drove jamee to the station to pay off her fines anyway, and the rest of us went home & unloaded her things.
i wish that was where this all ended, but that would be way too fucking easy, wouldn't it?
jamee stayed with a friend that night, but she also drove to the apartment twice. the first time, ryan pushed her out (yes, pushed her) & said she didn't live there anymore. so jamee went to the office to verify that her name was on the lease as a lease holder (not just an occupant), then went back. melanie was there. she stayed the night in jamee's bed.
the next day, we spent most of the day trying to do damage control. jerrica got all of jamee's things put away in their bedroom while jamee was at work. it was mostly uneventful.
wednesday, jamee wanted to go back to the apartment to "talk," although i have no idea what exactly she thought talking would accomplish. mom refused to let her go alone, so she sat on the stairs and waited for jamee and ryan to "talk." ryan called melanie in front of jamee and left her a message, saying that she wasn't welcome at the apartment and that he never wanted to see her again (which would be hard, since they work together). an hour and 15 minutes later, mom called jamee's cell. jamee told her to go home if she wanted to, but that they weren't done talking. a few seconds later, mom heard the deadbolt lock. she yelled, "who just locked the door?," and jamee told her it was ryan. but jamee did not try to unlock it. after 30 more minutes, mom called jamee again, and jamee again told her to leave if she wanted. finally, jamee came out about 15 minutes later. at this time, ryan decided it was time to talk to my mom.
"mrs. harris, do you want to know what my whole family thinks of your family? we think you're all trash. jamee is the only jewel in the family, and the rest of you are just trash." jamee said nothing.
once jamee & mom came home, mom decided she was taking me & my sisters & kaidyn out of town for a few days, mostly to get jamee away from ryan so she could clear her head. but since jamee had to work friday morning, we could only be gone overnight. we decided to go to galveston, so we would only have to drive an hour. on the way out of town, mom started crying and told jamee that she should have defended us when ryan called us trash. then she and jamee ended up arguing because we all knew that at that point jamee was planning to get back with ryan. it mostly went like this:
mom: he thinks our family is trash, he slept with another girl over and over again in your bed, and he is not afraid to put his hands on you.
jamee: i'm an adult, i'm making my own decisions.
after a few minutes of silence, mom got a phone call from haley. haley told her that someone wanted to talk to her. it was katherine, melanie's roommate. she told mom that she wanted us to know exactly what has been going on since jamee & ryan started dating back in november. ryan had been sleeping with melanie since day 1, and had even taken her out to dinner WITH RYAN'S FAMILY a couple of times after kaidyn was born. on the nights that my mom wouldn't let jamee stay the night at ryan's, melanie stayed there. and during the week that jamee was in florida, ryan stayed at melanie & katherine's house in melanie's room. ryan had been caught a couple of times having sex with melanie at parties, but nobody had wanted to tell jamee because the first time it happened, ryan convinced her that it wasn't true.
after she hung up, mom told jamee what katherine had said, and they argued some more. mom finally told jamee that if ryan called while we were in galveston, jamee could not answer. and if she did answer, mom would take the phone from her & have the service cut off.
while we were in galveston, jamee was almost silent the whole time. we tried to do things she would have fun with, and mom even paid for her to get the tattoo she's been wanting (the chinese symbol for love on her pelvis bone). but ryan kept calling, and jamee kept answering. but mom never took the phone from her.
the ride home went pretty much the same as the ride up there. lots of arguing, lots of crying from all of us.
when we got home last night, jamee begged mom & dad to let her go talk to ryan at the apartment. thankfully, they never gave in, so she was on the phone with him for hours, sometimes crying, sometimes yelling. i heard her appologize once, although i'm not sure what for, so i started yelling about what a piece of shit he is. i hope the bastard heard me. i was scared that she would call him to come get her & try to run, so i locked & deadbolted all of the doors. we all went to bed a little uneasy.
when i woke up today, jamee was already at work. she's home now, and i haven't heard anything from her yet. i really didn't expect her to talk to me. she never does.
the manager of the apartments just called. he was there the day jamee moved out, even before ryan's family got there, so he knows exactly how everything happened. he called to talk to mom to let her know that he has seen ryan & melanie on their balcony very often while he walks his dog. he said that he has kids of his own, and he would hate to see one of his daughters go back to someone like ryan. he told mom he would keep an eye on the apartment, and call her if he sees anything he thinks mom & jamee should know about. a complete stranger who has been there since jamee & ryan moved in. even he sees what we see. why can't jamee?
when i sat down to really think about this by myself for a few minutes, i realized that to anyone else it might not seem like this would be something that might merit the statement, "my world has almost completely shifted in under a week." so i've decided to further explain.
when i'm at home, this is all that is going on. either someone is arguing about it, crying about it, or complaining about it. and i'm at home alot. it's all i can hear or talk or think about. so 80% of my life right now is... this. does that make sense?
and to heather & lacy... i love yall more than steak & potatos, too.
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| back home |
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back from lacy's... had too much fun. like way too much. we went to the mall, and i spent $10 on a hollister tee, $3 on old navy flip-flops, and $20 on 2 pairs of victoria's secret underwear. yeah, i know, who spends $10 on a pair of panties? i do. i totally do.
after the mall, we went out to eat, then back to lacy's. some kid named sam was pretending to be alot more plastered than he actually was. cedars, chris & danielle came over - oh yeah, they're awesome. franks was there. for about three minutes. and the hollister dressing room guy showed up. there were actually alot more people there, but i don't remember who. and seriously, alcohol makes mtv alot more interesting.
we attempted to go to sleep around 3-ish, i think, but heather suggested what-a-burger. and hey, you can't beat a biscuit & gravy for $1.29 in the middle of the night. we did end up going to sleep (after making lacy tell us stuff she never thought she'd be telling us, lol), but we woke up a few hours later.
on the way home, me & heather stopped at a flea market to meet her parents. i bought a big elvis puzzle. sounds nerdy, right? it's awesome. the picture is made up of a bunch of tiny pictures. it's gonna be so hard. ok, so that is nerdy. but it's gonna look kick-ass.
oh yeah! me & heather discovered what has to be the raddest gas station EVER. "pappa's fuel & adult videos." yeah, that's right. i think that was the best part of the whole trip.
and what was the worst? kendal's bad behavior. honestly. when lacy introduced her to anna, kendal made this "pft" noise and waved her away. i mean, it was so blatantly rude. i'm surprised anna (who is very shy & easily upset) did not start crying. lacy was absolutely livid. but was anything said to kendal? nope. because we never say anything to kendal when she's a bitch. and then there was this episode with a gorgeous black vase... let's just say kendal is going to be very disappointed when i go get it from her tomorrow.
but aside from all of that, i really did have a great time in beaumont. and i still can't wait for the river trip!
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| lookin good @ lacy's |
[11 Jun 2005|06:15pm] |
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so i'm at lacy's... and i look so effing cute! new tube top, fuscia lipgloss. oh yeah, and the rhinestone 'hello kitty' ring completes the look. but seriously, i look cute.
we had so much fun last night... some vodka, a little bit of midnight swimming (or was it closer to 1am?), and 7 people in jacob's bed. and we all got a bunch of pictures, which include two shirtless guys that i've never met before. but i was glad they decided to join in! oh yeah, did i mention that the air conditioning went out in lacy's new apartment\/ that's why we stayed at jacob's, which is in the same complex.
we were supposed to go swimming today, but instead we decided to take showers and get dressed. there're supposed to be a bunch of people here tonight, including franks (which lacy is psyched about... i wonder if he's reading this?).
heather is wearing lacy's belt. the buckle says "lacy." it's awesome. heather called me the conceited one in the group... lol. i don't care. conceited is just another word for HOTTEST! i can't help it if i look good, ladies!
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[10 Jun 2005|02:47pm] |
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ok, i'm officially joining a rooney fansite! i don't think i'll ever stop listening to them. but until i get an answer on how to add a links list to the top of this page (a couple of days, i promise!), this will have to do:
mastedonia [[ROONEY]] fanlisting
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my xanga now looks as freakin awesome as my lj. do you love it?
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| paris layout, beaumont, artrese |
[09 Jun 2005|02:29am] |
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yay! my livejournal is so effing pretty now! i put a pretty new layout on it. if you're reading this on xanga, you should totally go look at it because it rocks so bad. can you put stuff like that on xanga without being a paying member? i doubt it, but it's worth a look i guess. anyway, it's badass.
so friday we leave for beaumont... by we, i mean me & heather. and by friday, i mean the day after tomorrow. wait, it's 2:30am... that's tomorrow. i'm gonna need at least fifty bucks for this thing. that sounds pretty cheap, to those of you who have a job or access to money. but i have to work for it tomorrow. and by work for it, i mean clean the whole damn house. scrubbing baseboards, dusting, vaccuuming, washing dishes... the works. but hey, if that means i get to go, then so be it!
artrese actually came by my house today! i wondered if she was coming home for the summer. i haven't seen her since the summer we graduated. it's been two years, but we sat around and talked like it's only been two days. she was really surprised when she came in, because the first thing she learned was that we now have kaidyn lol. we talked and ate and watched 'beauty & the geek' (which is actually pretty funny). she said she'll come by tomorrow. hopefully i'll be done cleaning by then.
i want to get an early start tomorrow, so i guess it's bedtime for me!
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| conversation with kendal |
[06 Jun 2005|01:30am] |
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just talked to kendal... i'm a little irritated with myself now. the first thing that came out of my mouth was, "don't be mad, but..." if i'm mad about it, she should have to be, too.
so basically, this is what was said:
"kendal, we never do anything anymore, you never call, i don't feel like we're friends anymore."
"i'm sorry..."
"it makes me sad."
"let's do something tomorrow night."
"ok, bye."
but in the middle of the conversation, she busts out with:
"i know what you mean, even my mom says i should stay at home more because i'm always out doing something."
uh... no. completely missing the point. my point was not "stay at home more," it was "go places with your 'friend' jocelyn more." being with jocelyn is not the fucking same as staying at home.
the worst part was that i was almost in tears while she sounded happy as can be. dammit, i never can be seriously 100% honest with kendal when it comes to her pissing me off.
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| slow computer... no more! |
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i'm so relieved, i finally got my computer back to running normally thanks to the good folks at techsupportforum.com.
lacy says she has news for me... and it's driving me nuts! it's 12:30, i wonder if she's still awake. she's about to be whether she likes it or not.
yeah, i'm on the phone with lacy now, lol. she wasn't asleep. and her buddy franks got a xanga, and i left some random comment. so excited for this weekend! really effin exciting. she talks so fast. hard to keep up when i'm typing. maybe i should stop typing.
ok, i'm irritated. with kendal. as usual. that sounds bad, since she's one of my best friends in the whole entire world. but everytime someone brings her up, i have something not-nice to say. i always feel neglected. she never calls me, and we never EVER do anything together anymore. i know she's doing things... i'm just not a person she's doing one of those things with. and that upsets me and makes me feel really bad. almost worthless, like i'm just not good enough to do things with her. or at least that these other people she does things with are somehow better. so i'm about to call her and be like, look hooker... you got some 'splainin to do! ugh.
and i feel totally comfortable posting this here because kendal's too wrapped up in other people to bother reading my journal. *sigh*
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| baby mama drama |
[31 May 2005|06:00pm] |
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i'm so tired of this. it's making me ill. jon didn't take care of everything he was supposed to while he was in town. he did get the paternity test done for the lawyers. but he did not put his name on kaidyn's birth certificate as the father. instead, he went car shopping for a vehicle that he isn't even taking back to virginia, and he got his teeth cleaned. he sure knows how to prioritize.
and worse, his mother was unbelievably disrespectful to my mom when mom told her that she was upset with her son. it was pathetic.
mom says we will draw up official papers this week. thankfully, mom is taking the advice of several friends: when drawing up custody papers, pretend as if the other party is your worst enemy, so if there's a problem down the road, the papers are in your favor. it sounds terrible, but when it comes down to it, kaidyn will be in our hands.
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